gift

i will give everything up if i have to
if it will make you happy
because you are the best that’s ever happened to me
and i wont let you slip so easily.

13/11

5th nov to 8th nov, sabah trip.
we went to kota kinabalu, its in sabah, also known as borneo, its an island in malaysia, even though its physically nearer to indonesia. its okay, im confused too.
day 1, arrive, makan, sleep. seriously.
day 2, shop, shop, shop
day 3, show, drink (not me), sham trouble, sleep
day 4, home
its actually alot more interesting than i make it sound to be. had fun for most of the trip, people there were really friendly and awesome, cigarettes are sold in packs of 25 sticks for 9rm (4sgd) so thats good, bumper cars are cheap, the waters are clear, the hotel has nice beds, the show is one of the best i’ve played, and i saw a heavily intoxicated sham’s penis in 4am in the morning. not funny. just wait for the video. photos will explain better.
photos taken by phillip, azura, and some other random people.

meet azura, our new bassist

lihao is happy

lihao is happy on a car

lihao is happy on a car with brian behind him

this is what we do what the cars stop running

what you see is what you get

looks like i have to come to terms to what this has been reduced to.
i can keep kicking myself in the ass but its never going to change anything.

the world has turned and left me here

fragile, please handle with care
i’ll never be good enough even if i tried.

“tell me there’s a logic out there leaving me to better prepare for the day that something really special might come.
tell me there is hope for me, i dont wanna be lonely for the rest of my days on the earth”

weezer is a good band, and that is a good song. cheers

24/10

so i’ve started going to school again, sae institute. few weeks back.
still waiting for my free macbook. yeah, school’s pretty fun
congratulations to joe for recently becoming a dad. MY BOY IS ALL GROWN UP!
2 more weeks to sabah, i could not be any less prepared
3 assignments due this monday, mix songs, record ruins n remains by then
practice and practice and more practice
no mood for anything
no mood
no mood
no m
no

dead end

its hard and i dont know what to do

everlasting

this world is not your stepping stone
this world only brings you down
everyone is just waiting to take a stab at you
before blaming your back for hurting their knife
give me a reason to cry
give me a reason to laugh
you cant
what is already is

remember we stand on the ground

im becoming what i promised myself never to be
i will not let my insecurity take over me
and destroy all that i love
suck it up and appreciate what i have
some things don’t happen everyday in life

sos

im tired
when you’ve been losing all your life, you just wont take the extra effort to fight for anything anymore
i just wanna sit down and take whatever shit that comes to me
and i hope i dont have to do it alone

31/8

yesterday,
i lost my wallet
i lost a very important letter
please be patient with me
im trying my very hardest
dont turn your back on me
its not helping