all time favourite quotes from ruiner songs that meant so much to me
“what the fuck do i know but broken hearts and unsung songs, i never had it hard enough so i drag my feet as much as i can. a product of excuses, brave only compared to some, i consider myself a lucky kid but im pretty good at fucking up”
“go ahead, say it, tell him how you were crushed. how perfect you can be, but dont mention how far you can spread your fucking legs. im sure that will get their fucking attention. yeah im sure you’ll just what you need. fuck”
“say this is jealousy that im feeling well that im fine with that, you have a certain characteristic that gives you the means to not feel a fucking thing for anyone that isn’t you, now tell me you’re not fucking selfish. every kind hearted word i spoke to you, i wish i could take back every syllable you ripped from my mouth as i screamed for you to understand what it feels like to not be as important as someone as they are to you. well i’ve been on both ends, lesson was learnt, now i tell the stories of collapsed lungs so maybe the fortunate can get a fighting chance to just cut and fucking run. fuck saying the right words, im sick of being your crutch. i will never pick you up again, dont show me that face, you know the one im talking about. you’ll never get under my skin again, not another word, im not sorry for shit. im leaving you breathless, broken, alive.”
“you can blame me if you want, you can hate me if you want. i have nothing more to give, i have nothing more to say. im gone.”
“not everybody is meant to be, nobody is meant for me. no one saves me from me, from me, i’ll always blame myself. i love a trainwreck, i love a sad song. maybe i do this for me, maybe you were right about, maybe you were right about me. some good things aren’t meant to be, nothing is meant for me. there is no fairy tale ending, there is no happily ever after, you just live, you just die, but maybe you’re a lucky one”
“you need me more than i need you. i wish that was true”
