31/7

so it comes to an end of what seems to be the longest, yet fastest, but best year of my life.
going vegan, going on tour, getting inked, finding a new comfort in a lot of cigarettes, playing alot of shows, stalking azura
i wish i could be 16 forever
because 16 holds good memories (EEEE SO CHEESY)
and it feels damn good and free to be 16 and have no work, no school, no national service worries (yet).
just roaming around everyday spending time with people you love and doing things you love at your own time and pace.
but oh well, all things come to an end, thats what makes momentary things so precious, and im 17 now.
still free though, for the next 3 months.
i’ll try my best to continue doing what i’ve been doing this whole year for as long as possible
thanks so much to my <3, my 3 hxc compatriots, my twin bother, the guy that owes me 7bucks and my <3's mom and brother, seriously.
havent forgotten about my ex-hyss warriors yet, will see you guys later tonight!

keep the things you love close to you
and play l4d with these things.aivng a new

24/7

i dont wanna turn 17
i dont wanna turn 17
i dont wanna turn 17
i dont wanna turn 17

circles

i won’t ask for much
just let me in the comfort
waiting on the outside takes a lot out of me
no one has any idea what goes on in my head
be happy.

dont let me down

so many things i will never understand
so sit down, shut up, play dead
i’ll only see what i want to see
and know what i want to know
everything else will be oblivion

26/6

updates. (this is me trying to act as if people are following my wordpress, just let me pretend okay)

life is good. still unemployed. not really giving a fuck about getting a job anymore.
i’ll just play the spoilt child and let daddy pay for school.
trying to live the minimal-spending life.
eating cheap and not buying cigarettes to jam 3-4 times a week.
trying to keep myself occupied, hasn’t been boring at all.
because i don’t get bored by myself anymore.
few upcoming shows.
3rd july in hyss, 11th july at f.a.d media and 25th july at odiocrib.
mfoa were supposed to play j.b. on 5th july.
but joe has work (so not pUnX l0rx)
working on 3 more new reckless landing songs.
working really hard to try and release something soon.
hamloid records is the best label in the world.
thats about it, i’ll try to write something here at least every week or fortnight.
just to keep myself on track (yeah, myself, fuck you).

ps. ramen cup noodles are awesome and really cheap, put them in microwaves for about 30 seconds and your life will almost be complete.
and praise mike tyson for bus rides and the singtel student plan.

cant really think of a simple yet dense and ‘artsy fartsy’ title right now to make a bunch of random words look like a piece of cheap, disguised art

what if you could make the sky fall by closing your eyes and thinking that it would?
you could and might think that it would work that way
but i don’t think it would work that way
i’ll try it someday when im free
please let me know if you’ve tried it and if it works cos i would love to watch the sky fall
and start a new religion with chicken little as god

giving up is moving on

we will always be alone
and we will always die alone
because friends would save themselves first
and lovers would die before you do
dont waste your time trying
to align everyone’s hearts
because when you’re on your last breath
everyone else would only rather it be you than them

its not wrong, its the the way things go.

between these lines

my middle finger still means what it means
fuck you, fuck everything
i’ll spent the rest of my life laying down on the fields
staring up at the skies, talking to the stars
i don’t need anyone to lay beside me
i’ll do what makes me happy

fuck art and the value and judgment of image
lets destroy everything

3/5

last friday, we had a secret show at odiocrib as a surprise for feroze’s birthday. something that we’ve been planning for weeks. small show, friends invited only. but it was pretty fun, other than the fact that for half of the show, half of the people were sitting outside… -.- but the best part was its a COSTUME PARTY! which is the funniest thing ever. hakim was as a bangaladeshi gardener, mel was as a fucking ugly transvestite, shaz was a muai thai warrior, fareed was an indian in pajamas and mickey mouse slippers azri was a black metal poseur, farhan was a woodlands wellington soccer player, azhari was a business man and yaz was an army guy, well, he still is. my band dressed up power rangers. i was the islam sxe ranger, brian was paulie ranger (you’d know who paulie is if you watched the movie ‘juno’), sham was chij ranger and lihao was a person with a green mask. photos were the funniest thing ever.

sxe or I KILL U!

who wants to stand beside mel

FUNNIEST PHOTO EVER. TRANSVESTITE TAG TEAMING WITH MUAI THAI.

i have no idea lol

the tudung sibeh panas

birthday boy

LOOK AT HAKIM’S FACE (FAT GUY)

XHARDXCOREX HAHA

self-righteous

we are flawed,
the only difference is, whether we acknowledge that or not
some of us do, some of us aren’t exactly aware
constantly exposing others’ flaws for purpose of mockery
constantly finding ways to prove that they are better than others
victims of their own hypocrisy
i am not putting anyone down
i know i am not better than anyone
and i know that no one is better than me
i’d bleed my flaws and weaknesses down on ink
but it’d be too much for paper alone to handle
do what you want to do, but at the end of the day
no one’s giant ego and pride is helping to solve any problems
mis-communication and silence in the aftermath will forever be the cause of our downfalls